OMG I wasn't that close to our two dogs (I thought) But watching penny girl dye and my husband crying over her was so tear breaking for me. It took over four grouling hours for her to dye. Her little heart just wasn't going to beat anymore.

Sad part is Hubby was feeding them at four in the evening and penny just went down and was breathing the lung sound. It was awful. So I give badger some water and we take penny out of kennel and bring to the house. I even gave her some aspirin in water to help with pain. She couldn't stand up so hubby had to take her outside and hold her up to pee. he did it three different times before her heart gave out.

Hubby brought penny down to see badger to show her brother she was dead. Badger wouldn't come out of the dog house so hubby put the penny in back of truck , then went back to see what was wrong with badger. OMG he couldn't walk and hubby carried him up and into the house. He has been in and out of sleeping since penny died. it has been over twenty four hours and he has thrown up and went into a coma state. then he lifts his head and comes back to life. God why cant he let go and get it over with. I have cried and hubby has cried. I even ask who ever is over doggy heaven to please take him. But as of yet he is still here and once in awhile he does a terrible sound of bark or cry . Should just get it over with but me or hubby cant make our self do it. I feel so awful for him. all the suffering he is going through. Penny girl went out with dignity and badger is scared to death to let go. Or his heart is still strong but nothing else is.

I am just writing this cause I just feel I got to vent it out. I will never get another pet. they don't out live you and its to hard to watch them go through it.